Let's be better!
14 October, 2003. Sunny
One close person of mine just past away tonight, I felt very sad, but rather, I think I should be happy really because I think that's what she would want us to be. She is an over middle age kiwi woman who I see her as my real auntie. She is a very positive person, I still remember, the last time I talked to her at the hospital she still told us a joke. I am very happy to see that all three of her children can act so positive and be so brief tonight. I mean compare to a lot of people would do, facing their leave of their loving mum, they are just, don't know why, I felt happy and proud for her to see all three nice children that she raised all by herself! I cry, I cry but I know that keep being sad won't help. I should let my feeling relieve out, but after cry then I should keep on going! But I think twice, I should really act positive, and don't waste my time anymore. We should all spend our time to do some meaningful things. People, if you hang around at the casino all day; people, if you play computer games all day; and people, if you are not doing anything that’s really worth your time to do, please, just please, cherish your time and start doing something that may be more meaningful to you! We can't predict our future, we don't really know what's going happen new, but there are something we can do is to make it better when we can. When we ask outselves later we won't feel sorry that we couldn't have the chance to do this or do that! Let us be positive and don't waste our time anymore! Ok, I am tired now and I have to go to bed. It's 1:30am not and I have to go to school tomorrow. I really want to study well. Good night and I wish you all the best!!! |